I wish I have time to write about my 2 precious ones everyday. Unfortunately my time is too short. With Lanvy...I often feel guilty not spending enough time with her and easy to raise voice with her than I do with Long. I don't know...my stress seems easy to escalate everytime Hoang is around. When I am home along with Lanvy and Long, I've seldom stress or yell at them...
Lanvy's second day at Newport was not that happy. She cries after I left and is not happy with outdoor playing. Should I continue or keep Lanvy at home with me? I am very concern about Lanvy's socialize too. Maybe my fears are transitions from Long's condition. I want Lanvy has much more confidence and be able to independent just like my personality. The most fear in my life is to depend and to rely on others.
Everytime thinking about my marriage I feel ache in my heart. I don't know my future with Hoang....
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